Noticing Change

Hello and welcome back to 'Boy in a Big World'

I hope you all had a lovely weekend, I most certainly did, I slept an awful lot and ate far to much food, and I completed the first half of a knitting project I'm working on.

So today's post is going to be all about noticing change within myself. This is both physical and psychological and it wasn't until recently I realised how important it was to notice change and to feel good about it.

This thought process stems from the other week when I wrote this post about how I was having a crappy day and how feeling crappy is okay.
And then that night as I was falling asleep I realised that I was, in that moment, truly happy. Not to say I have never been truly happy before, just I have never noticed it, and when I took account of that feeling it spread throughout my entire body and I just felt so relaxed and uplifted and at ease.

I know this sounds ultra weird but stay with me it will make sense soon.............I hope.

So anyway, after that happened I woke up the next day an realised that I had not only slept so much better but I also felt refreshed and while there where still stress's in my life I felt like I could handle them and that they where so insignificant to my happiness. From this I then started to make a note of all the positive things that are happening in my life now.

I went to the gym yesterday and looked in the mirror to see that my arm's are not only bigger but more defined, same as my chest. And my jawline seems more pronounced.
My Mother and I haven't had an argument in like weeks and while we never have full blown shouting matches we do disagree from time to time and this seems to have disappeared.
Work has been really good and I have just been cleared to do more hours at another show room so more money and more responsibility......YAYAYAY!!!!!!

And noticing these amazing things that I am so lucky for makes me feel at ease with my life and no calm.

And that's enough of the mushy-ness for today, so yeah notice all the good things in your life and just let them fill you up with happiness.


Onto other things, I found someone else on twitter who has been placed at the same camp as me through Americamp and so we are talking and it has made me more excited for this summer.
And I haven't forgot about the series I am doing about my application experience. I think the next one is going to be about the application form and first interview and all the tips and tricks learnt from that.

Wishes,
Jack